the game

the rising sun

2008-10-10T11:53:00.000-07:00

On one October morning, sometime very early in the dawn,
I thought why shud I lazy out why not move out on the lawn ?
I decided I should take a stroll, a walk in the heavenly stars.
They’ll just disappear in few minutes;
It would be the time for a new start.

Yesterday still seems to behold my mind,
Its like a hangover of the memories,
Memories of the day I left behind.
Soon the sun will rise again.
The birds will chirp and squirrels play.
The world around me would be busy again.
Even I will come out of hangover to realise,
Yesterday never counts anyway.

I started strolling on the pavement across,
Just to take a short walk around.
And lo the sun has started rising,
As the sky has already turned dark brown.
I have started feeling its warmth within;
Its orange hue sends my heart pounding.

The new day has just began,
Its killing the dark and the dawn is unbinding.
I feel like stopping beneath a dark old tree,
But I can’t stop the sun rising beneath me.
I turn around to see it rising,
Growing strong and strong,

It seemed like god wanted to tell me something,
He wanted to tell me that I should continue moving on
He wanted to tell me that yesterday is past and its gone,
He is teaching me to bear the heat of today,
Just continue moving headstrong.

Realising the message I smile at sun.
Its scorching heat now does not burn.
Time never waits for anyone,
The hangover is fading like the fading dawn.

HOPE

2007-08-24T13:29:00.000-07:00

Dilly-dallying on the orange streets..
Obstreperous noises from a near retreat.
Curiosity drove me to that lacuna at ingress
Saw two kids which lay deprived of devine bless.
Capering around a still soul...it was a mortal
That censured an irritating foule..

Knocked the door and went inside..
No one greeted and no one plied..
Went straight to that highland lass.
"Why are you lying and whats this mess ?"
She looked up at me with a ray of hope..
She was in a state of delirium with no scope.
I rummaged through my pockets for a positive cure
Came out with some medicne to alleviate her for sure.

Was it enough couldn't I help more ?
Scuffled out some bucks and held it to the kids
Hoping I sued my dues with a heart really pure.
Than thought of many others who are endured by destiny's choice
Could do nothing but hope for them one day they will also rejoice.

Resurrection

2007-08-24T13:28:00.000-07:00

Thou shalt never feel the pain,
Thou shalt never feel the sorrow.
Thou shalt conform to the life,
Thou shalt never try to follow.

Follow the trails left in the past..
Follow the time that was a blast.
Follow those lost lanes of memories,
Whatever came in life and made lost glories.

Just remember thouself as that legend,
Just remember all that was pageant.
Thou shalt never say adieu...
Coz thou know thy fame.
Its just a little bit of courage
That could help thee to play that game.
So brandish the metal out of its clad
And yonder thou goest
With all that thee had.

College Life...

2007-08-24T13:19:00.000-07:00

Riding around,

With an awesome speed,

Never gave a chanceTo anyone lead...

Right or wrong whatever I did ...

I did it with all my might ..

Mighty enough to sow that seed.

Hunger for success.

Was the way to lead.

It was the right timing,

That I wanted to feed.

Making friends all over the way,

Respecting them always...

And whatever they play.

Searching for satisfaction,

From where I came...

Thought all could help me,

To play the game.

Destiny was with me

And I had that time frame

All I wanted now was

A big shot break...

A break that could help me

Just ...to begin that fame.

Met with some good

And met with some bad..

Now its time to end

All those hustles And all those clash.

Maturity is what

Now comming in my eyes

What I had fought for ?

And what were all those ties ?
Nothing I gained And nothing I lost

Its just a matter of perception

Whatever you thought.

Just feel sorry for those

Whom I have hurt

Nothing was intentional

It was just the time's flirt

Just want to thank those

Who have always helped.

As friendship is such a relationship

That is complete in itself.

Swaying around by destiny's choice

I know one day we wud be far away

Far enough to hear each others voice

But Whenever one of us would need the other

All would come up breaking that ice.

This is something that I'll always remember..

I'll always remember that..

Yes this was my college life ...

Memoires...

2007-08-24T13:14:00.000-07:00

There was a time,
when we were together.
Still I don't know,
why does it bother.

Still remember the day,

When we moved, hand in hand.

Thinking we'll always

take a common stand.

Those hay days simply passed by,

Without leaving a single trail

of whats left in the sky.

It was simply a matter of choice,

Whether it were you,

or the time to rejoice.

To take a stand was really tough,

I kept on vacillating,

between the heart and mind.

Quenching to know everything

about the soul of my kind.

Alas ! There i was..

The decision was made.

The mind prevailed,

And then came the fate.

I chose happiness..

which I estimated to be,

in the time to rejoice.

Thought I had found myself,

Thought I had realized ,

My own inner voice.

Hurdles were crossed,

and the forts were won.

But when i counted on friends,

I felt I had none.

Once for a while ,

I always felt if......

I could go back to that old day!

but now i realize......,

Never had anyone controlled

The time's sway.

What was it that was missing ?

Were it you or was it your blessing?

Still when I look up in the sky ,

I could feel your presence,

I had felt you always here standing by.

So thank you my Love for being here,

For supporting me and my life,

Whenever I was in despair.

As far as the question goes

What is life ? I feel its a journey,

At times to be endured..

and at times to be taken light.

It is simply about moving on.

Hey ya life wud you wait for me?

Here I come with some new ambitions,

some more .... and a whole new song...

An angel in my dream

2007-08-24T13:09:00.000-07:00

An Angel In My Dreams

Yesternight, I had that same dream,

which make my nerves tensile.

I was lounging, on my bike,

just to cover another mile .

The avenue was vacant
with biege frond all around.

There was nothing

which could challange me ,

to reach the horizon's upper bound.

I could feel the gentle breeze,

and as I cruised along in indolent way.

All of a sudden, I saw an angilic beauty.

She was standing behind a pile of hay.

It seemed as if the time was frozen

and to accost her ,I gave a smile.

she smiled back gently at me ,

which pierced in like a pile.

I was endulged in deep thoughts

thinking of her virtous charm .

Though I tried to dream more ,

but I could'nt stop the clock alarm.

I knew it was the time.

The time to end ,

This magnificent hallucination,

All I could see at last ,

were her dark blue eyes

gazing in anticipation.

I had no choice ,but to open my eyes,

it looked as if I were a monarch

who lost his crown.

Just regretting as always ,

I wished in her eyes ,

I would have drowned